Rainy me

Today, I am just sad!  I have been for days!  But today is just the worst.  It's one of those "sads" that make me wanna pack up and hit the road and just drive until I feel better.  

I'm so tempted to do that.  Drive.  

But there are several hearts and minds that wouldn't understand my desperate need to drive.  So here I sit, cooped up in this unlit house with a baby that deserves a happier Mama.  She is extra clingy today.  I'm sure she senses my sadness and that makes me feel guilty.  Guilty for being sad.  Guilty for being tired.  Guilty for being guilty.  It just sucks.

Maybe tomorrow will be better...